howstupidiam !!!!!!!!!!

:'(
just thinkin' what i've been doing ??? how could this be?? was i playing game while teacher taught me?? or answer my paper with false-feeling in my exam ?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~NOOOOOOOOO !! i really did study hard!!! i was thinkin' to choose the optional or to write down in the essay test !! fiuuhh .... just crying i can do right now, but still believe that it's not an end !!!!! I've to be better !!!!! Yes, I CAN !! allahumma yatsiir wa la tu atsiir .