u n r e q u i t e d l o v e !

i'd do anything
i'd give you my world
i'd wait forever to be your girl
Britney Spears
yeah,, nggak klise kan potongan lagunya? cukup jelas kan?
bilang aku bodoh kalo emang menurutmu aku bodoh! aku emang sakit mencintai kamu, dan slalu nyoba menjauhi kamu but my head full of you!!
AKU SALAH !!! seharusnya aku nggak usah terkesan dengan pertemuan singkat dan sederhana kita (tapi manis menurutku) 27 mei 2010 lalu,
tapi kenapa?? kenapa kamu bersikap sama manisnya dengan memori itu, walopun sekarang nggak lagi---kamu malah kayak musuhin aku :'(
terus terang, aku kecewa sama sikap kamu, aku sakit ati banget, tapi aku menikmati perasaan menyayangi kamu,
tiap kali ketemu kamu, pengen banget natep kamu, tapi bahkan aku nggak berani, karna aku takut air mataku jatuh saat liat kamu, karna tiap kali liat kamu, aku juga inget sms mu tgl delapannovemberduaribusepuluh yang bener2 bikin aku sakit, nangis dan skali lagi kecewa.
kamu bohong, kamu bilang 'Happy November ♥ :D' with me ,, nyatanya, kamu bikin novemberku jadi kelabu, nggak seperti kamu bilang !
maaf karna perasaanku blom bsa hilang seperti kamu menghapus smua rasa yg mgkin pernah ada, tp knapa sih gapernah ada alasan jelas knapa km pergi?
kata seorang teman , bukan aku yang kehilangan orang yang aku sayang tapi kamu yang kehilangan orang yang sayang kamu, dan aku akan bertahan meski tanpa kamu sampai seribu tahun lagi.
miss u able
h o n e s [ t ]

Yang Kurang Yang Lebih !

Hi guys we meet again in my posting, actually i don't know what i have to titling this posting, but finally i chose these word for my post. Well, the story is beginning, today i bought jamu----hehe sorry coz i don't know what it is called----- when i was waiting d'jamu seller (is it right i wrote this?) made my order, coming a man with both of his son by a bike, the one son coming happily and told to d'jamu seller that he's wearing new shoes and show it, but the other one just stand up in his side. Called the 2nd son with 'PA' , PA seems different with people in the society normally, but will be looked like sama persis with people who has similarity., yups, PA menyandang autis, he's just looking at d'seller jamu, and tidak terduga-duga he gave me a plastic chair, 'duduk mbak' , he said to me friendly and smiling, then he took a chair for himself, but not long afterwards, he took away the chair and gave it to the other son one. I saw them, and actually the son one refused PA's bid and PA chose stand up like the other son did. From here I become know that someone with lack isn't always doesn't have a superiority, I believe that they do have a big superiority.
YANG TERLIHAT PUNYA KEKURANGAN TERNYATA DIA PUNYA KELEBIHAN, MESKI DIA PENYANDANG AUTIS TERNYATA TERKADANG PUN JALAN PIKIRNYA TAK KALAH DARI KITA YANG DISEBUT MANUSIA NORMAL, MALAH BISA KU BILANG, CERDAS !