I am sad. 

And I am really sad because I have no idea why I am sad and to whom I can talk to. 

 I feel lonely.

Internship Love - Part 1

(in Thai language)

    "Right next to the church in front of the school, there is a small road that will lead you to an old condominium on the right side , you can park your motorbike in the car pot, there are only two cars there. Her room is on the second floor, in the corner, on your right side. If you arrive on time, her door is already opened, you just need to knock it to get her attention that you are already there."

    "Copy, Capt!", "rice, a liter of oil, PAPA Kua Chap, soy-bean-sauce...." 

    "Don't leave her room before she finishes checking all her groceries. She buys a lot of things for a week and she always checks if everything is "halal". She is a muslim, she can only eat halal foods and beverages. So make sure you don't bring wrong stuffs for her. Check again, check again!"

    "Ha? What?"

    "HA-LAL. That's an arabic word. It refers to many things actually, but for food and beverages, it is like their dietary standard as prescribed in their scripture."

    "Whoaaahhh. I've never heard that such things. Do you have those things in your store?"

    "Aiiisssshhhhh, how am I going to give my store to you if you don't even know what stuffs I am selling? Go go go! You will be late for delivering."

    "So don't give it to me. I am okay with my job."

    "Stop talking! You are a boy but you talk as much as your mom."

    "Never as much as you."

    "Shhhh. Hurry up!"

    "Okay, okay, relax, I'm almost done."

    "Ohhh one more, she usually........."

    "WHAT ELSE? Why is there so much information about this customer? Is she really this demanding? I would rather sell less things than having this kind of customer. Alright, I'm leaving dad, bye-bye."

    "UUUUYYYYYY, THIS BOY NEVER REALLY LISTENS TO ME. SHE USUALLY MAKES A GLASS OF VEGETABLE JUICE FOR ME, IF YOU CAN'T HAVE IT JUST ASK HER TO PACK IT ON A BOTTLE AND BRING ME HOME." (shouting)

***

(Mumbling in Thai) "Church, small road, old condo.....oh Lord, can't she afford a better condo, it doesn't even have a laundry service I heard. Alright, let me park here. Upstairs...........corner.....opened-..."

"Sawatdee kha, Uncle Noppadon. Good mor....." She couldn't finish what she was saying as she saw who was coming not Uncle Noppadon.

"He.....Hello, khrab. Sawatdee khrab." He greeted her back with his jaw dropped. He was thinking he's delivering groceries to an old lady, not to a young, friendly and warm-hearted woman.

"Ohhh khothot nak kha, I'm mistaken, I thought you are somebody else that I am waiting for. Can I help you?" she spoke slowly as she worried the man standing at her door did not understand her.

"Uncle Noppadon is sick. His leg is swollen that he can't ride a bike, I am delivering your groceries."

"Ohhh poor him. Has he got any medication?"

"Yes, don't worry, he'll be recovered soon. Here's your order."

"Thank you kha." She was standing at the door, waiting for him to leave but he remained standing.

"Anything else, phi kha?" she said.

"He said I have to wait for you to finish checking everything."

"Aaaahhh I see, I was gonna check, but I worry if you mind. Come come come, come in please, have a seat. I am actually having no idea what to provide for a guest, would you like to have some mineral water, hot tea or ...."

"Vegetable juice. He said you already prepare it."

"Oh the vegetable juice. Mmmmm, if you never have it is alright, I can keep it for me myself."

"It's okay khrab."

"Ohh okay  na kha."

Quickly, she handed the vegetable juice to him and started checking her groceries. He was sitting waiting for her and staring at every single thing in the room, and at her.

"Kecap manis, bumbu penyedap, garam..... minyak .... gula pasir...... ."

"Where are you from?"

"Who? me?" she pointed at herself.

"I think you live alone, so of course you."

"Oh yeah, you're right. Chan che Tara na kha," she answered him awkwardly.

"Not bad."

"What's not bad? My name?"

"Your Thai. You introduced yourself in my language and that's not bad. You must practice a lot. Shogun. Poom che Shogun khrab."

"Nice to meet you." 

"Nice to meet you too khrab."

"I am done. Nothing missed. Thank you kha."

"Mai pen rai khrab. I am going now. Sawatdee--"

"Oops wait. Could you please give this bucket of fruit for Uncle Noppadon. I feel bad for what happened to him, I wish him to get well very soon. Thank you very much nak kha."

"Easy. Mai pen rai, khrab. Bye-bye. Sawatdee khrab."

"Sawatdee-kha. Chon di na kha."

That was a nice morning. She was standing at the door, staring at him until he left.

(to be cont)

ON FRAME !

Hi blogger!

It's been a long time since the last time I posted. I miss writing, but I know I never make time for it.

This post is just gonna show some links where I was on the frame hahahahha how narcissistic I am now.

The first one was my very first experience doing body percussion. I did it with my co-workers at the school where I used to work at Phan, Chiang Rai, Thailand. The school is Sirimartthevi School. We actually performed at a Catholic school in Chiang Dao, Silravee School, for an annual meeting for Catholic schools in Thailand/Northern Thailand, I can't really remember, but then we also performed at our own school. The tittle of the song is เพลงยามเย็น or Love at Sundown. It is one of the original soundtracks from a movie called A Gift (พรจากฟ้า / Pohn-Jak-Fah). Enjoy watching!

Body percussion เพลงยามเย็น by ST

The second one was another amazing experience. Last year, in the early February,

Avengers: Infinity Party - THANOS

Thanos

Holaaaaaa!!! I am back! I know I will never be a good, famous and successful blogger because I am not consistent in writing, I prepared a lot of things to write on my own blog but I never write, I even didn't finish my Avengers line, it's my bad, soooo I'm gonna write it now while I am waiting for my next class. Without any further ado, let's talk about Thanos' look.

Avengers: Infinity Party - SPIDER-MAN

Spider-Man

1. Peter Parker: Mr. Stark? I don’t feel so good…
   Tony Stark: Are you alright?
   Peter Parker: I don’t know, I don’t know what’s happening… I don’t… I don’t wanna go, I don’t wanna go… Sir, please… Please. I don’t wanna go. I don’t wanna go. I’m sorry. (Peter disappears)

Those cited quotes are ones of the most heartbreaking parts from Infinity War. For me, personally, I went to a cinema watching Avengers: Infinity War because I adore Spider-Man soooooo much, and knowing him disappeared at the last part of movie was breaking my heart, it was devastating. However, I found out his last part was touching because he said sorry to Tony Stark right before he disappeared. I don't know, but one more time, personally, it seemed showing his purity, like you know Tony asked him to leave but he stayed. Even though, in the end, Spider-man was needed, but what he had done just showed a rebel, so it's just making sense that he said sorry... or it is because he felt like he didn't do his best that is why he apologized, or he was feeling like it was not right that he disappeared while he knew Tony still needed him. Do you get what I mean? It was so touching for many possibilities of reasons.

Alright, let's forget about that saddest part of the movie and move on to his look, hahahaha, it's so anticlimax.

Avengers: Infinity Party - VISION

Vision

Avengers Infinity War is a heroic movie which has a lot of scenes that have so many tense. However, there’s only one part that, for me, is really dramatic, and Vision has that one part. Why? ‘Cause his part in the movie wasn’t only about how he kept the last stone from Thanos, but his relationship with Wanda. His dilemma was just so emotional, and of course, I was so emotional too. The feeling was like when Peter Parker lost Gwen Stacy. Well anyway, we are not going discuss further about the story line, but how I adapt his look into another look that can we try for attending an evening party or kinda gala.